Huge Paranoia

Sunday, January 29, 2006

The method of Scam (3)

I have to tell how my psyche has been constructed with paranoia recent several years, and ended up gone nut.
In my recollection, my family was a quite nice small family; my father was quite respectably capable person and high careers, my mother was an optimistic house wife, my sister was a excellent student whose grade is always top10.
When I was in junior school, I had 2 close friends. One’s father who fought terrible cancer and passed away, another who is most gifted and sensitive person gets sudden mental problem called “Hikikomori”, that Japanese means “reclusive and unsociable”, so he gets incapable of any social works, even his mother. (I heard from my mother last year.)

Intruding Domestic affairs;

January last year, my family watched shocking news in TV which high school son kills his parents and sister. In police investigations, he said that he thought he may be killed by his own family, so he killed before being killed. As you see he is insane, but what makes him, when I think my family, it is not difficult to imagine. When I recall since 8 years old, people, are very unreasonably cruel, brutal and sarcastic, school mates and teachers as well. If I didn’t have optimistic and patient treat, it would be difficult to get over it.

Intruding place of education

It is the worst paranoia, because the high radiation peeping device can harm individuals; the exploiter can harm each students. As I might tell before, it hurts individuals with no collateral damages, which mean no one realizes a student is suffering.

In conclusion, the exploiter’s abuse is started from everywhere the peeping camera and eavesdropping exists. Their puppets making is started from each domestics. Last year, tragic train accident kills approx. 200 passengers in Osaka; In TV “dramatic” documentary, the train driver was buried male, he was disciplined by bosses, probably he felt them very cruel. While I watched the TV, I found similar trait in him.

Well, of course, “These are all my paranoia.”, “I’m insane.”

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