Hacking into my vision

As I told before, in my paranoia, as the mean jerk alien is hacking into my vision for 24hours, wherever, whenever I am, I sense terrible restrain, stress, and prone to mistake as if I am semi-detained. Fortunately I don’t have any occupation which jeopardizes human life. But what if somebody who has a similar circumstance who has an occupation which is with grave danger of human life, such as train driver, truck driver? Well, I am insane. It is only my delusional episodes.