The Nation Subject

As I told before in my paranoia, I am considerably sense myself that I’ve been becoming a human subject of some experiment, such human natural, political ideological persecutions as in Japanese life. By being imprinted false scam perceptions, enormous wasting physically, financially and time consuming. I also said that if people give a human domestication means we all domesticated. And as long as I watch bizarre TV news, I think this nation is enormously suffering with elusive problems.

There are some indications whether being domesticated or not, which I think of and apply to myself.

“Am I domesticated?” or “Am I domesticating someone else?”

1. I hate to assemble with others and claim for the right thing in public.
2. I don’t like to state publicly my political belief which I belong to.
3. I don’t like to state publicly my religious belief which I believe in.
4. I have been living on my own power for my life.
5. I hate to give and claim my opinion and right publicly.

These seem to be applicable of me, but I recently realize that it may be mislead common perceptive sense. Though I am not sure all Japanese think like one of above, if you thought like that may mean grave cultural hazard.

“Am I bullied?” or “Am I bullying someone else?”

1. I am always intimidated by unidentified pain.
2. There is a bullied person who is always beaten up in my office/ school.
3. I am a bullied person with that seems to me though it is never understandable and inexplicable on my own.
4. I am bullying a person who is always beaten up by many.
5. I often directed to say or behave in particular occasion as anyone told, then if I did it, my problems would be solved.
6. I am often told other people’s gossips, then I always get angry or frustrated inexplicably and sometimes I feel like want to beat someone.
7. I often have nightmare.
8.Either school or workplace, wherever, there needs always scapegoat role bullied person for the sake of our progress or development.

I would assume these may be our-cup-of-tea incidents. I don’t know actually. But speculating and deducing in what happened to me, I can guess these above.

“The island”

I assume that as Japanese who once went out from there, these are the considerable condition of becoming domesticated nation by scam communistic regime;

1. Island country with almost mono race.
2. Loser of 2nd world war.
3. Religious cultural isolation.
4. Cannot see the difference between us and other country easily.
5. Progress of scam satellite technology.
6. High growth of economy after the war in short time.

These above indications represent bizarre peculiarity that isolated from world which only I may be able to sense. People may not think like that. So, even though these are subjective paranoiac within the personal thoughts, aside from these, we are able to analyze and assess that how much degree the institutionalize-raised communistic celebrity complex, god complex, monopolistic fanatic fascistic fetishistic, pretending ancestral curse, pretending human nature, anti-intelligence, and intimidation stimulation observation masturbation socialism persecution domestication infiltrates on this island nation, by gathering facts and analyze it statistically geometrically.

For me, just I cannot myself handle being human-subject, because I am some nut.