Facial muscular with Electro-magnetic wave

In my paranoia, when I got electro-magnetic wave onto my face, I found that with my face drawing with some pressure or stress, as a mental effect, there is some kind of trend of hysteria. It sometimes may take into us some mental distortion, perversion, and hysteria. And it seems to me that my optic nerve is also disabled, lost focus, then get distractive. Do you sense anything on your own sense which God given? No, I don’t. I’m often hysterical.