Huge Paranoia

Monday, November 27, 2006

The sabtle three elements

Now, I am about to be evicted and I’m still finding the importunate sponging of harmful satellite scam technology. Then I am still trying to figure it out where the morbid solicitation is come from, although it would totally futile.

As their principal of maneuver, I told “penchant”, “patriotism”, “practice”, before. Then that action make us deteriorate these elements are considerable.

1. The materialism
2. Obsessed the “Rule-the-world” solicit ideological sarcasm
3. the stingy “Full-attention-of-who-is-mating-with” Ideology

These would spur dangerous domestication circumstance,

・ Disregarding human dignity and rights, based on forgetting that all human being is sinner.
・ Brutal bully based on the false commonsense “people raises people.”
・ Human nature manipulation.(stimulating genital, hurting our brain and autonomic nerve.

Anyway, aside from these lengthy subtle things, it seems to me the truth is that any pretext can be made by domestication scam at anytime and they can practically sponge, detain and tether us wherever whenever we go.

Saturday, November 25, 2006


The process

As a process, I described above flow chart.

In [Brain Faculty Damaging/Tweak], the electro-magnetic streak is always following on to the particular part of my brain.

In [Optic Nerve Faculty Disabling/Manipulation], as if elusive electro-magnetic streak is disrupting my eyesight, then often I lose focus.

In [Subconscious assimilation], sometimes I feel like being inundated in moment to my perceptive sense by electro-magnetic wave.

In [Conscious Conjecture], very naturally as if I am compelled to conjure it, some negative thoughts are evoked in my mind in the situation which confronting with.

In [Perceptive Physiological Reflex Manipulation], sometimes I’m finding difficulty of self-discipline in the perception.

It is often continually and persistently repeated. Anyway, I am not quite all right, am I?

Friday, November 24, 2006

Real time subconscious manipulation

As I’ve been telling, the scam communistic alien from outer space could see what I see, eavesdrop, compelling alternation on human nature, sponging in real time. It would be, if we evoke that we are watching football game through satellite broadcasting, no wonder without thinking how it works, and I also said that they could send the voice which assimilating subconscious, and it can be synthesized and fabricated. Recently I found the fraudulences at anytime of my life that between my casual evocations and its reflex, namely it seems to be apparent discernments between psyche and its physiological reflex. So when I conjure things as well as I hear my voice, I’ve been founding that my voice is not genuine my voice. In this point, you may think I am absolutely insane and grave schizophrenic, but I dare to say if it is right, that could be the enormous threat to our world.

For instance, after the sexual evocation, normally it reflexes to our genital response. I thought it was real time observation stimulation by scam satellite, but recently I’ve been sensing the stimulation has been occurred the alien whispering the situation to my subcousious sexual harassment of synthesized own voice.

It is difficult to discern it; because I am a sinner. But if this scam technology was the true and exploited, they could train, raise and tame mankind as a thief, murderer, rapist, prostitute, and faggot, cultivate institutionalize-raised hood, etc, and, of course, obsessed leader of “rule-the-world” ideologist from distant, and the social scam work may enforce it.

Thursday, November 23, 2006


The Importunate maneuver

I think I got a hypothetical law of institutionalize-raised communistic monopolistic fascistic fanatic fetishistic scam alien’s obsessed rule-the-world activity in my paranoiac delusional bullied life.

When the social scam work is getting well and it increasingly works in success, namely the social scam worker is excessively pretentious, even though infesting elusive perspective, multitude seems to be all right and business goes well if the multitude bullies or persecutes as the social scam work want some minority as a scapegoat, and multitude may not feel any unpleasant solicitation of social scam work, but certainly ideological coup would undergo.

Contrary if the scam doesn’t go well, multitude would get certain damages by importunate attack, but it seems to me it get closer to flee from bullied society but some ideological tolerance may be lost. So if society wants to some tolerance of ideology, maybe the crossing point would be peace?

Anyway, it’s only a thought how alien could be when they are pretentious.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

The accident

It’s been 3 years, since Stephen, one of my friendships in England, died the bike accident in 13th, Nov, 2003. He had a fiancée. After he brought flowers for her birthday to her office at Bristol, he got accident.

I heard the accident by his aunt after traveling France. As I got a severe pain all around my body and depression causes lasting rainy weather by importunate satellite technology (at that time, I had no way to think like that, of course I was supposed to be just anybody else), I just decide it out of blue one day before the journey. Likewise, I often went the casual traveling for avoiding pain and distress, but they were always importunate to me.

As I wrote before, there is still concern that his accident is because of dickhead 4-seasons-mating-season ideology satellite scam technology in my head. It was totally unforgettable tragedy.

But I have realized after coming back to own country and it is make sense to me why the communistic scam alien were unfathomably fully importunate. It was for the exploitation, intimidation, observation, corruption, stimulation, domestication, persecution, spying, then me as a scapegoat.

They tether me since I was very young and trying anyway to institutionalize me was their damn business. Who are them?

They are absolutely institutionalize-raised, either superior or inferior complex turns god complex, celebrity complex, communistic, monopolistic, fascistic, fanatic, fetishistic, sponging on our world, pretending to be ancestral curse, racist, anti-intelligence dickhead all-time-mating-season and all-time-full-of-attention-who-is-mating-with ideologist, FUBER with their own obsession of ruling the world political scam alien from outer space.

What do you think?

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Recent delusional discovery

Have you thought what you motivate or make your behavior? Recently I feel like realized that I am assimilated and whispered right on my ear directory to my subconscious by domestication pimping satellite of evil scam communistic monopolistic fanatic fetishistic fanatic all-the-time-mating-season ideology, racist, pretending to ancestral curse, importunate, FUBAR-with-their-own-obsession, which is “rule the world” alien from outer space.

For instance, when I go and having a lunch in hamburger shop, with particular time with particular feeling, situation, place; just I feel like hungry and I am eating because I like hamburger and somehow I got to eat, ergo I am eating even though hesitated once; What I mean to say is my choice that based on my behavior may not exactly derive from genuine my motivation.

Probably primitive autonomic nerve manipulation such as appetite, sexual, tiredness, and obsession misleads us to false perception. Not only in physiologically that but in subconsciously; while we are awake, the assimilation level of scam seduce, even though we never be able to hear those, it may be as sudden conjecture or casual evocation, sometimes it may be called deja vu. And, of course, as satellite tech scam peeping 3 dimensionally and its electro-magnetic wave can be pointed and assembled, as either the stimulation or acute pain, scam particle our body parts even sexual organ’s particular place. (So, your premenstrual tense may be scam; who knows but the scam knows, and God)

So, taming people namely to domesticate people as a pet by satellite of communistic “four-season-is-mating-season” ideological brainwash undergoes on our lives with two facets as physiologically and subconsciously, remarkable is wherever, whenever we are.

An advice to imaginary creature from outer space; Originally you may not a pathetic institutionalize-raised communistic faggot or obsessed alien satellite operator who grabbing your groin on your right hand, and joystick on your left hand and emitting both.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Lie detector’s lie

As I told before, by scam communistic satellite technology, the alien could see what I see, and what my mental state is. Then they could alter and compel us to the particular state of my mind. Literary, which seems to me it would say the piracy or free-riding of personality. Even, in my impression, they could train my particular feeling of particular tension in particular situation by exploiting my physiological reflex and importunate observation detention.

For instance, combining elusive or massive electro-magnetic wave on groin and cardiac autonomic nerve and the particular part of brain generate and compel into emotional instabilities such as extraordinary obsession or favoritism or fury or jealousy or suicidal or homicidal or suspicious, etc.

Recently I have been finding myself incompetence to get on with and about further sustenance in my insanity of current life situation, because when I recall my life, I have been under that domestication for 3 decades of my life.

But how could I find I am insane?
I think God told me.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

The Deterioration of Satellite Sexual Abuse

I’ve been finding the deterioration of sexual abuse recently by communistic monopolistic fanatic fetishistic pretending to be ancestral curse, god complex, celebrity complex, genital fetish, socialist, Marxist, racist, anti-intelligence ideologist alien from outer space. As I am dirty 39 years old chap, I assume that faggot is doing. So the faggots are exploited as the alien’s domestication protocol against us.


1. obvious stimulation to genital
2. observation brain reflex and immediate stimulation to genital
3. though in case of no reflex, when the occasion of any women exist surrounding me, attack to my genital
4. wake me up in the middle of night, or early morning, stimulate genital (obviously they force me masturbation)
5. subconscious sexual abuse
6. elusive stimulation to genital for long period


I assume the scam’s expectancy against me is below;

1. Sexual sense perversion
2. Sexual offensiveness (actually I find some emotional outburst because of feeling of anger based on disgust)
3. Unbalance of healthy sexual sense

Anyway, the morbidity seems to me that as if they are finding natural porn site on earth, and on our society. Even though my findings in this blog; itself is morbid and extra-ordinary that you may find, but as it was fact, do you want to let this happen on your family, and in your society?

Me?
Of course, no.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Telegraph pole

2 years ago, I found electricity creep down from my head to below when I was walking right below the tele-pole, as if it spitting the drop of electricity onto my head. I just felt at the time that seems to be because of my mobile phone may be homing device role and that is exploited falsely by scam regime such as the institutionalize-raised communistic political scam.

I don’t really have the way to know, because I am just a cheap exploited ordinary citizen, and unless someone who is in certain authority, it wouldn’t be explicable.

Of course this seems to be quite right theory that by satellite technology, human dignity is smeared and infringed enormously. This would explain us, the satellite technology progress such as GPS system, Habble space telescope is proving.

But I am assuming and suspecting that the tele-pole itself or the device on the tele-pole could be used by anonymous unidentified amount of scam communistic domestication politics or decent overseeing businesses. And also I suspecting that technology on the tele-pole may be extremely harming our health and jeopardizing our life.

Does anyone know this could happen?

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Ultimate Virtual Pimp

With exploiting the satellite scam technology, the scam alien will be able to provide pimp-hood environment for within regal, or make someone else falsely accuse as a pimp, or raising sexual molestation criminal, prostitutes or sexual offender. Actually the distinguish which between inherent sexual sense and the taming electro-scam-magnetic wave irradiated sense is difficult, besides when subconscious training has been occurred, and if we wouldn’t know that the satellite technology does nasty things on our human nature, we could easily get sexually offensiveness in our relationship against anybody. So that satellite technology could be the “Communistic (Alien) Pimping Satellite (CPS)”.

I confess that I am a terrible sinner who often goes internet porn site and indulging naked women. If I allow me to say excuse, it assures me I am an only hetero-sexual man who feels by women’s naked or somehow it sometimes heals the stresses of my supposed-be-ordinary life which is extremely distorted my sense of reality by communistic alien’s satellite-scam-wave. Either way, I swear that as God my witness (What a bloody heck! I’m sure God is being ashamed of me.), the pictures are meant to be exhibition or selling as the same as I don’t show my naked off (Of course NOT), but as my private wallpaper on my PC.

Then I wondered whether the ladies on the website are all right. I mean it’s not the matter of whether I’m involving the scam, which make me suffer, to women or not, (Of course NOT.), but the matter of as I found this scam could be all over the world in my paranoia, at least, it seems to me that CPS creeping up my groin even when I am in Europe.

Well, you know, if we got paranoia, needless to say, we could consider any occasion that we all generations are exposed in sexual offensiveness by CPS, the scam-satellite technology.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Pirating human-being

As I told before, the scam unidentified communistic alien political regime sees what we see, and where our brain reflexes any occasion, even they can see physical state and they are able to follow for 24 hours everyday by scam marking chemical wherever we go through scam satellite technology, and social scam work maneuver always takes advantage of whom arbitrarily chosen poor chap. Then what could happen to him next?

Conducting or instigating eternally beating him/her up, lynch, torture, bully, persecution, racism, discrimination, terrorism, suicide bomb, war, institutionalize raise, rape, pedophile, sexual; offence, robbery, fraudulence, smuggling, brainwash, human subject of experiment, spy of his/her relationship or business, abuse, exploitation, let him/her commit suicide, emotional control, manipulation and individual domestication, social domestication, then national domestication, etc.

Is it possible to domesticate entire world?

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Motor bike

There is a reason of last time’s “what if motor cyclist’s helmet was spread by chemical?”

More than 6 years ago, I had owned a not-so-big motor bike, and I often went for traveling with tent and sleeping bag. So, literally I was an easy rider. But as my incomprehensive trespass fear of my room, it would have been getting difficult riding. So, at the time I was an absolute difficult rider. Whenever I went, I feared and daunted like sissy boy with feeling of somebody was following me.

In the fear, I was particularly daunted and remembering helmet’s smell and losing dynamic eyesight, drowsiness while I was riding.

One day, I went for long touring to “HOKKAIDO” the north district of Japan. Spending 2 week holiday in there, even though I had no sense that the existence of scam satellite torching my brain at the time, surly I had found the lethal nap struck me in the mid of traveling in the particular day, when I running in the nature.

In my recollection, it is convincing reality for me that I must be exposed and traced in the scam satellite view, with scam chemical marker in my helmet; I must be taken a peep and eavesdropped by the institutionalize-raised communistic, fascistic, fanatic, fetishistic, pretending to be ancestral curse or tapping device or mobile phone, anti-intelligence, racist, socialist, celebrity complex, god complex alien from outer space for human domestication.

NOTE;
It’s distinctive when the symptom is the following;
・ When head is terribly itchy.
・ Sense of smell gets changed
But I was finding difficulty after assuming state; immediate gets chemical spreading, especially when my tiredness comes or taking medicine.

Friday, November 03, 2006

Intoxication

I often drink alcohol, having it sooner or later usually I feel my nerves gets ease and blood gets better be circulated even though it depends on electro-magnetic abuse degree of satellite technology. Then by beaten up, usually I get bitter side effect rather than hangover, because by taking beer only 500 ml can. But I heard the alcohol in our vain takes at least half day for its metabolism. In the type of abuse that effect on our nerve system and altering physiologically and of course the scam satellite technology is able to observe those bio-chemical change by taking alcohol, or medicine, drug etc, it makes sense that the scam satellite technology would be lethal on our body. And even when I don’t take any chemical stuff, I get short temper than normal state; surly it affects not only physically but also mentally.

It was on my way home by my old banger in the winter evening from Southampton to Poole more than 3 years ago, I had had beer 500ml can in my friend’s flat. (It is absolutely all right in UK law and my capacity also no problem with confidence) then something unprecedented for me had happened. I started driving sooner; I got dizzy, lost balance and eyesight. I felt like got blind. Then I once lost the way home as well. It was literally the driving for survival. As a solution, I remember that I opened all window of car, with shivering by winter air; I could find my way home.

When I recall these above, there is still certain doubtful concern whether the obvious scam satellite chemical marker spread in my car interior, and I have still concerns its lethalness; what if the chemical was spread in motor cyclist’s helmet!

CEO

I got hugely paranoid again.

I am Cheap Exploited Ordinary person who is only struggling on my own personal politics with personal blog against satellite abuse exploitation by institutionalize-raised monopolistic, fanatic, fascistic, fetishistic, communistic, either superior or inferior complex turn god complex, celebrity complex, anti-intelligence racism ideologist alien from outer space. What makes sense anybody believe I am taking a peep celebrity person by their scam technology?

None does, does it?

Of course, not.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Being a human subject

I have been sensing myself terribly that I have been human subject of human domestication, manipulation, exploitation for recent several years by satellite technology observation.

But specifically what is it like?
・ 3 dimensional physiological monitoring
・ 24 hours behavioral reflex observation
・ Organ autonomic nerve manipulation and attack
・ Brain synaptic manipulation disruption and attack
・ Dosing pain as the practice of incapacitation (especially against brain after having food)
・ Reflex lesson that we could see in such represent Pavlov’s dog practice.
・ Subconscious abuse
・ Sexual lesson by exploiting both reflex practice and subconscious.

You may think I am crazy, but it cannot be explicable unless as these above are real. For instance, how could possibly stimulate or hurt my genital intensively persistently which I’ve never been felt through my life. And their expectancy may be that I would like it!!! Never bloody be likely. Who on the earth would like to be stimulated the genital by satellite technology? That would be only a freak or fetishist.

These matters make sense to me that it is extremely difficult to maintain my life.