The institutionalizing game

I told before about they (the external tormentors) play the computer game by manipulating our physical, mental property, but what do actually they play? With my paranoiac experience, we can speculate these below;

Nasty love game;
In adolescent, it would be a significant issue, some would commit suicide, for the people who are about to commit suicide, I’d like to advice it. You need to know is what actually happened to you, and how you are manipulated, and if you realize how farce it is, and if you find something unchangeable, it is no longer problems for you. (It wouldn’t make it if you realized your butt and privates were stimulated by third person while you meeting your fond one, would it?)

The institutionalize game;
This is the issue which most I have told in this blog. It would be no end, If you become target and if don’t take any action, it would continue until you die. (But I assume it may depend on cultural background) I recommend you to express your mind in somewhere such as blog.

I finally (?) figure my paranoia out!! (It is actually not the final)

Recent my paranoiac thought:

I’m suffering delusional episode often focus my paranoia on external tormentor usually (?) conforming to Freudian archetypes, in my case is this;

The offensiveness by morbid persistence and pervert is stem from the libido of such as paedophile faggot or brain work fetishistic ideologist namely institutionalize raised inferior complex against anything and anybody, full of grudge against society: the ancestral (?) alien commander from outer space.

By the way, the idolism of the ancestral worship is common in Japan. I think respecting ancestor and visiting grave is good thing; definitely family is important for everyone. But we don’t want have the ancestor who curse you if you aren’t polite against them, do we? (Though I didn’t realize it before becoming Christian) or do you want be an ancestor full of grudge when you die?

The Mean Satellite Operation Centre

My paranoia doesn’t stop growing. As the satellite is orbiting around earth, I assume that mobile operate centre is available. My paranoiac imagination system is this; wherever the alien are on earth, if there is PC system with its software and login account for administration, they are able to attack and intimidate certain group of people. Indeed this may be called Ubiquitous Intimidation Satellite System (?) that’s crap. Whatever you can call “ubiquitous Sabotage Satellite System” or “ubiquitous bullying satellite system”, as you like. As I told before, I’d like to organize my paranoiac threat which the satellite system actually does.

1. Altering human condition; by exploiting various electro-magnetic waves, wherever, whenever, they can alter our condition.
2. As the system is multi channel window system, it may be detain several people by per workstation.
3. As they have a certain scary kind of channel for intimidation or certain relationship among ordinary people, they can exploit them and alter relationship certain group of people.

They may feel like playing game as if we play simulation game. As we are the subject of experiment and sabotage, our treats are inspected; giving pressure by electro-magnetic wave stimulating subject’s butt and relationship, literary “altering parameter of subjects” is happened. In their system, there may be subject’s parameter list;

Anger degree: 1-10
Honey degree: 1-10
Boner degree: 1-10
Sadness degree: 1-10
Physical pressure degree: 1-10
Etc.

However we suffer, they are indifferent, they may just be enjoying. If we killing each other by misguided information or committing suicide, they may be jolly and cerebrate with clap and shake hands.

The technology of hacking into subconscious

In my paranoia, I may found how the external tormentor pursuit by satellite bullying, peeping and eavesdropping until despair our mentally and physically, often we would be institutionalized, and then one institutionalized buddy who work for alien join for the alien business.

Exploiting relationship
I think that the alien disguises people scary kind of people (I’ve never seen before, in my life), then intimidate ordinary people, and exploit anything of our cultural weakness, or virtue etc.

Group watching
They must be able to take a peep and eavesdrop at the same time, and the commander does make intimidation scenario.

Making pretext
I don’t know actually and I don’t want know, but anything can be it. Other saying, there must be no reason.

Inciting violence
They can fabricate any story of us, and depends on person’s treat; it is not difficult to stir up our anger and fear.

Inciting negative emotion
In my decade paranoia, I often feel my dream was actually bogus, so I had always been wondering how our subconscious could be manipulated. First I thought it was exploiting speaker system, because while I’m sleeping I hear some voice which never heard before.Weird experience in my dream is below (these are quite vivid and sometimes it assimilates my mind in deep place, because after seeing, it could be great distress.)

・I heard pop music in my dream
・While I fall in sleep, I heard some ladies is chatting
・Often before when I wake up, some fury Japanese man shouting totally nonsense against me. (It was truly pompous prick to me.)
・Often I was experienced in dream which emerge showing off couple and aside of them some woman narrate “you must be jealous”, “you should be jealous”, “you are jealous aren’t you?”, “It is natural being jealous”, repeatedly, something like the way of sound begging sympathy.
・Most obscene things are sexual things. Sometimes emerge gay, children.

My paranoiac hypothesis is this;
They have a technology of unwelcome, unexpected mass people brainwash in remote. They can fabricate even our dreams at the same time. They can see certain state of our brain which most could be susceptible and get assimilation timing while we are asleep; even may see the process of our brain cell restoration. (If so, I’m always in such high emission; it is quite amazing I’m still alive.) As I wrote about their technology is available 24 hours observing from our cradle to coffin, in a way they can raise murderers, homosexuals, and sexual offensiveness from his/her very young age whatever they think of.

What do you think? (You may think I’m crazy, it is quite right.)

Right brain attack

The-pedophile faggot brain work fetishist alien which exploiting satellite technology is attacking my brain, especially right brain. Why can I recognize it? Because it feel me terrible pain and incapacitations, great work disturbance. Recently there is a boom about books how to use right brain in Japan. Surly when it works, it gives me enough efficiency of information processing. Why could I know? I often had been given to use it when I was abroad. It makes me that feeling as if I was given unfathomable capability. Everything seems to be boost up; memories, comprehension, prompt information processing, and precision. Even multi-task is available, somehow I could experience this one day genius, though it had not been last long period, I often I could often indulge this amazing feeling when I was in Europe. I am 24 hours oppressed this feeling. Malicious electric wave killing my brain cells whenever I am. If this nasty technology is available, we are being controlled from the cradle to coffin. Some people may think I am truly crazy. But it is convincing reality for me in everyway that when I was 8 yeas old, my eyes sight was suddenly fallen and learning disorder had occurred. From then on, get started institutionalize process in my every social aspects; relationship, physically, mentally. Many people suffer with unidentified reason around me. In England, many people would be intimidated and some may commit suicide. What if this nasty technology was abusing satellite technology? (For me this is real thing to me now.) This is unavoidable. I realize that is wherever we are, “Emission Possible”, unfortunately there is no exhausting Tom Cruise, but exhausting me. The emission could hurt wherever whenever we are in this world.

Monkeys

My paranoia is even getting huger than before; because it seems to me the emission on my head and is more obviously hack into my vision, and become more harmful. And it is obviously not just my problem. I assume that many people could have same problem. I’m working in factory. I often feel that as if many employees rigged very ingenious way by own circumstances with their problems or far from truth. I can hardly wipe out my outrageous notion that we are being taken peep and eavesdropped, manipulated human nature and altered human condition without realizing by alien from outer space somewhere they have a huge operation center where many operators, psychologists, doctors and researchers are working. There is a lot of computer workstations and working many operators working on it. We aren’t called by name, but called some code, like monkey as the subject of experiment in there. They may bet their lunch what the consequence will be through by manipulating monkeys in the workstation. This is convincing reality for me in everyway by my recent experiences.

It’s a little cheeky joke. (No offence.)

I mean the alien from outer space.

Feel free to use these, as a wallpaper, or sticker, etc. (If you want to….)

Usurp scare

As I often sensed unreasonable emotional friction in my businesses relationship scene. I often believe that is the mean alien exploiter’s institutionalizing people and sabotage method. As I also believe that the alien is exploiting satellite technology, it would say that certain groups of people are being observed, taken a peep and eavesdropped. They are observing who the most manipulative person in our work place is, and also watching who the most influential is. I might write before, I’m thinking this is their infiltration method in our decent business scene. Eviction of me is only a part of pretext. I am only a business tool for them. I am not sure peoples where I am working now have been experienced great difficulty in their business, but I’ve been experiencing wherever I work become always same pattern of difficulty. It shouldn’t be forgotten is they can exploit any sort of negative emotion in our common live, though my paranoia, manipulating our human nature, fear of health, usurp, pain, anger, jealousy, sadness, disappointment even they may see through our emotional brain work. And they can fabricate anything that we can rely on, through exploiting their technology. We are in the mean war of the world; we may be under sabotage and invasion of the mean, brain work fetish gay extra-terrestrial because they came from agnate planet (?). Actually I’ve never seen such a jerk human-being.

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