The brain work fetishist

I found new hypothesis that it would correspond to my history which is this;
When I recall myself, as it was 3rd grade in grammar school when my eye sight was suddenly fallen, the spectacle is necessary for me. I considering the alien who is nasty gay paedophile brain fetishist from outer space start invading earth in 1975. Then, they fund secret group called the Bonys (I’m calling it. Never mind.) After two decades, they might be succeed infiltrate our society. (I’m thinking that one of members become politician or something. To be honest I don’t care. Who cares?) So we get our world dummy headed. I’m still believing I didn’t really come from outer space.

Were external tormentors gay alien?

As I found the satellite spy technology is already in human-being, I need to revise my theory a bit. Recently I found that there is a reason why I’ve felt exploited and bullied since my 8-years-old. These are this; after coming back from England, since I’ve been working in factory, I often see numbers, such as item codes, item quantities, when I see it, as I’m always having terrible right brain migraine, I usually cover or shade my head by hands, and then hands get numb always, when I get away, the pain is gone. I found that apparently these pains are artificial, deliberate attack in perception. This kind of attack will make sense if the external tormentors could see our brain work by dick headed spy satellite. But it doesn’t make sense to me is why persistently hurt my brain for 30 years. Wasn’t my brain as same as homer J. Simpson?(http://www.ahajokes.com/crt087.html) Aside from homer’s brain, who could take a peep and eavesdrop, intimidate even my friends and my businesses for 30 years? That is because of my brain? I think not. Then I revise the theory which is this; I was found when I was 8 years old by nasty gay paedophile spy alien commander who is brain-work-fetishist from outer space, then I have been the subject of their experiments until now. There seems to be nothing is persuasive theory for me. Why I stick with THE-ALIEN-FROM-OUTER-SPACE-THEORY is that because I’ve never seen such jerk before, in my life. This is my latest delusional episode. P.S. I am a heterosexual.

The delusional episodes

I’m recently possessed by preposterous notion with my insanity.
There should be a lot of victims of Dick headed satellite like me in our society, but why there is no solution against this painful intimidation? I just imagine about it.

As I’m detained for 24 hours, I can think of there may be a kind of facility.

Operation centre for Dick Headed Satellite in their planet or their domain;
- Many operators and commander are working there with 3 shifts. They have enough facility for taking a peep and eavesdropping against many people for 24 hours simultaneously.
- Attacking by actual painful electric-magnetic wave against targets is sent by commander from there.

Intimidator in our society;
- There should be the spy (the dicky alien disguising human-being) not very many. It is obvious that the spy isn’t solitude single status. They have enough authority to be able to exploit complex intimidation process, so actual intimidators who are able to see in our society is apparently working far from truth, which mean they just do their job and they maybe intimidated or walking based on false information.

I didn’t really come from outer space. I admit I am schizophrenic. I could see or feel many things what nobody does. It is a crazy thought.

"Patients suffer delusional episodes often focus in their paranoia on external tormentor usually one conforming to blah, blah, blah… bleep, blah, blah, blah....". In my case, the Alien (I mean extra-terrestrial)

Though this is paranoia

Today I moved other department in client in my job. I know this is totally delusional episodes in my paranoia but it is bad for keeping in my mind because in my episodes, there is still the mean alien taking a peep, eavesdropping, exploiting for 24 hours 365 days. This is convincing reality in everyway in my world. In a way, people may find me got a serious schizophrenia and I am totally nuts when I am working. Where I moved is a lot of information of customers for client. All I see are almost confidential issues. As usual as I feel strong restrain and pain, and being observed, it should be warned. It wouldn’t be only a personal issue such as bulling, finding my true face, curse, grudges, or God complex against me, if my visions were truly hacked by mean jerk alien who disguising human-being owned the Dick headed satellite™ ???

The Garlic Oil for seasoning

I found that the garlic oil is good for preventing senile from Japanese TV. Not only good for senile but it also improve ability of our memory for our brain.( it may be difference in individual) I’d like to introduce its recipe.

Preparation;
- 100ml of cooking oil (any oil is ok, I’m using olive oil.)
- 2 clusters of garlic.
- A saucepan
- Heat-proof glass cup or its alternative.

How to cook;
1. Pour 100ml oil in the heat-proof glass cup.
2. Settle the glass in the pan which is filled by water.
3. Heat the pan until the water is boiling.
4. Mince the two clusters of garlic until very tiny pieces.
5. When the water is boiling, stop heating pan, pour the minced garlic into the oil cup.
6. Leave the oil cup into hot water until water in get cold.
7. You can keep the oil with any container.

How to use;
The TV instructed a tea spoon per day for any cold foods. It said this oil mustn’t use for hot food because oil substance changes when gets hot and the effective is reduced. It must be used up within a month.

I made a logo draft of my paranoia. (It’s a nice to show off?)

Hacking into my vision

As I told before, in my paranoia, as the mean jerk alien is hacking into my vision for 24hours, wherever, whenever I am, I sense terrible restrain, stress, and prone to mistake as if I am semi-detained. Fortunately I don’t have any occupation which jeopardizes human life. But what if somebody who has a similar circumstance who has an occupation which is with grave danger of human life, such as train driver, truck driver? Well, I am insane. It is only my delusional episodes.

Intellectual invasion

In my delusional hypothesis, the mean jerk alien from outer space put a satellite on earth orbit. Then they spying and intimidating against human being before actual invasion (?). They disguise as a human-being, secretly exploit our social aspects, bullying weak people, swindling from a poor, manipulate our human conditions. They hacking into our vision, practically we become their detainee, totally deprived our freedom and intelligence. Then these subsequent sabotages make us weaken. It is convincing reality for me in everyway, because I’ve never seen such mean jerk before, in my life.

Now in Japan

Excerpts from some invitation letter of a church;

Nowadays, Japanese are suffering with pain mentally physically, there are 30 thousand Japanese people suicide in every year, and elementary school children get mental problems.

The mean process

In my delusional, paranoiac, schizophrenic point of view, I’d like to make stories of the process of my delusional episodes;

1. The Mean Identity;
Main character is a mean jerk. He bugged someone’s wisdom teeth, which’s especially long staying foreigners in foreign country. Then, he tethers them and observes them, often exploits them with intimidations.

2. The Mean Supremacy;
When victim returns their own country, the main character turns industrial spy over his victim, using his position effectively, exploits any sort of aspect of relationship with fear. And try to ruin few people’s life.

3. the war of the mean world;
The main character gets too jerkey, eventually become indiscriminately harmful; torching High radiation peeping device against human beings brain cells; that’s because he wasn’t human being. He was an alien came from the outer space of the planet of jerks.

NOTE: it is a totally fiction and nonsense.

It may sound familiar if you like movie. I just make humorous parody name so that when we befall depressing situation which seems to be no exit. It may be good thing to humoring when we have a situation which may not be able to laugh. Especially I commend you to make a movie of “The war of the mean world” that is funny one.

I went nuts.

The Objectionable blog?

I am insane. I was not sure what I saw the Google guide comment when I saw that kind of comment. And still is. Because I am nuts who talking toward me; like this, “If you hear me, I may be bagged”, so I believe I am bugged in my clothes. And I believe that I am radiated some electric wave toward my brain for incapacitation almost every moment. I also believe that earth is under attack 24 hours from somewhere a planet of JERK in the galaxy. I'm such a nard who seriously believes my wisdom teeth which taken away last year was bagged. I’m sorry that I am able to neither take nor answer any objections. To show my mental illness publicly is good for both self-treatment and self-healing.
For unfortunate reader who come across this blog: please remember; I am crazy. (I hope not, sir)

External tormenter (3)
Recently I am obsessed the thoughts that external tormenters in delusional episodes have been exploiting the much vulgar and harmful electric wave as if I conducted it for either intimidation or spying of people’s business; it is preposterous thoughts because there mustn’t be such jerk people. But as I’ve been spending extra-ordinarily harsh and wasting this several years physically, mentally, and financially. I need some explanations on outer world and in my mind. That’s the only way of convincing and justify myself. And if I couldn’t find Jesus, I would curse our world. Because with all my delusional episodes, I have never been spying anything and hurt, never taken a peep, eavesdrop anyone, I rather tried to avoid these situations, what was the suspicious of me was only numerous count of traveling and long staying of England. These were for an avoiding my situations. But it turned worsen to me when I went back Japan. In my paranoiac episodes of my paranoia, nowadays I’m conceiving that the external tormenter is an exceptionally mean and jerk, that often makes me turn to shit. So I’m always speaking “Please go way, leave me in peace” (often swearing) and I went nuts.

The external tormenter (2)

I’m suffering delusional episode in my paranoia, there are always external tormenters. In specific, they are always taking a peep, eavesdropping, abusing, exploiting, deceiving, influencing, hurting, and lurking for 24 hours.

In the morning;
Often I wake up with pain of my chest as if electric magnetic wave slicing my chest, and my conscious is always blur as if I got a concussion.

In morning commuting;
While I take a bus, I’m always being taken a peep and eavesdropping.

In workplace;
Almost everyday, the electro- magnetic wave hitting my head and incapacitate me, often it stimulates many parts of my body; most disgusting is that stimulate my privates.

In lunch time:
My reading web time by mobile phone is always taken a peep.

In the evening commuting;
Almost everyday, fury electro-magnetic wave hurts my head; it makes me disoriented as if I’m in turbulence.

In my room;
While watching saucy pictures through internet, the wave stimulates my butt and privates, and it hitting my head at the same time.

In the bath;

The electro-magnetic wave always hitting my privates while I’m bathing, it seems as if someone takes a peep. (I wonder how many people want to see the middle aged fat ass’s privates.)

In the bed;
While I'm sleeping, the wave stimulates my privates, it is also hitting my head simultaneously. Sometimes my legs, my chest, my back, and stomach feel pain. I have a lot of dreams that often I feel that as if my subconscious is manipulated by some kind of virus.

With all delusional episodes in my paranoia, I loathe them. I’m always mumbling with the feeling that I have no idea to deserve these happen to me ;

Please Go away!!!
Please Leave me in peace!!!