Trimming when its sprout

As I told before, beating the conspicuity up; the recent bully would say some political regime maneuver such as institutionalize-raised monopolistic monarchist, fascistic fanatic fetishistic dictatorship, or anti-intelligent racist inferior or superior complex turn god complex, celebrity complex communistic asshole (alien) against mono-race nation. So, there is a possible theory that these ultimate asshole social scam work make us suffering and as a result, gifted genetically or ideologically are trimmed when its sprout because of scam satellite technology and raised meek tamed bizarre plant like “Bonsai”, then they would debut our world as a ruler in a few centuries time.

Genetic, physiological, ideological persecution

As I told before, recent bully isn’t just normal; it would say the nationwide phenomenon. As I also told, if they could see the genetic difference, it would be possible to persecute this anomaly, likewise ideological nobleness and virtue also they could persecute as anomaly, and beating up by same ordinary people in the society until socially incompetent or institutionalize them as criminals. Then, what happens next?

Nobody speaks out and shares their opinion, because of fear of being bullied socially, there will be no space to sustain minority, conspicuity, and people never show true face, utterly no one claims freedom of speech or human right, but elusive inaudible homicidal pressure.

Then in a century, what could happen?
That would be rampage of fascism, anti-intelligent ideology, dictatorships, and the institutionalize-raised monopolistic fanatic fetishistic fascistic, pretending ancestral curse, god complex, celebrity complex, communistic, pompous prick alien from outer space as a ruler.

The Nation Subject

As I told before in my paranoia, I am considerably sense myself that I’ve been becoming a human subject of some experiment, such human natural, political ideological persecutions as in Japanese life. By being imprinted false scam perceptions, enormous wasting physically, financially and time consuming. I also said that if people give a human domestication means we all domesticated. And as long as I watch bizarre TV news, I think this nation is enormously suffering with elusive problems.

There are some indications whether being domesticated or not, which I think of and apply to myself.

“Am I domesticated?” or “Am I domesticating someone else?”

1. I hate to assemble with others and claim for the right thing in public.
2. I don’t like to state publicly my political belief which I belong to.
3. I don’t like to state publicly my religious belief which I believe in.
4. I have been living on my own power for my life.
5. I hate to give and claim my opinion and right publicly.

These seem to be applicable of me, but I recently realize that it may be mislead common perceptive sense. Though I am not sure all Japanese think like one of above, if you thought like that may mean grave cultural hazard.

“Am I bullied?” or “Am I bullying someone else?”

1. I am always intimidated by unidentified pain.
2. There is a bullied person who is always beaten up in my office/ school.
3. I am a bullied person with that seems to me though it is never understandable and inexplicable on my own.
4. I am bullying a person who is always beaten up by many.
5. I often directed to say or behave in particular occasion as anyone told, then if I did it, my problems would be solved.
6. I am often told other people’s gossips, then I always get angry or frustrated inexplicably and sometimes I feel like want to beat someone.
7. I often have nightmare.
8.Either school or workplace, wherever, there needs always scapegoat role bullied person for the sake of our progress or development.

I would assume these may be our-cup-of-tea incidents. I don’t know actually. But speculating and deducing in what happened to me, I can guess these above.

“The island”

I assume that as Japanese who once went out from there, these are the considerable condition of becoming domesticated nation by scam communistic regime;

1. Island country with almost mono race.
2. Loser of 2nd world war.
3. Religious cultural isolation.
4. Cannot see the difference between us and other country easily.
5. Progress of scam satellite technology.
6. High growth of economy after the war in short time.

These above indications represent bizarre peculiarity that isolated from world which only I may be able to sense. People may not think like that. So, even though these are subjective paranoiac within the personal thoughts, aside from these, we are able to analyze and assess that how much degree the institutionalize-raised communistic celebrity complex, god complex, monopolistic fanatic fascistic fetishistic, pretending ancestral curse, pretending human nature, anti-intelligence, and intimidation stimulation observation masturbation socialism persecution domestication infiltrates on this island nation, by gathering facts and analyze it statistically geometrically.

For me, just I cannot myself handle being human-subject, because I am some nut.

Pandemic disease

I have noticed that certain pollution or alternation of substance nature, such as air, water by electro-magnetic wave emission of satellite technology. I also noticed that technology destroy our immune system and alter or harm autonomic nerve system by being observed anatomically physiologically and biologically. So I am strongly sense that we are exposing ourselves extremely vulnerable state, even though all my perceptive subjectivity derive from paranoia.

It is not only that, but it implies environmental threat, our physical state change means the more biologically primitive state, such as virus, flu, disease are always effected and exposed its mutation, though it would depend on any condition such as climate, season, etc.

So, that means, it would say that the alien can manipulate us genetically.
What do you say, huh?
Am I nuts?
Yeah, you could say that.

Personal Political Ideological Statement

For avoiding intricacy of my circumstance, for the effort to make protective life from any persecutions, and as I believe that I and all my relationships have afflicted because of disregarding and infringing our human rights enormously, although there are often prejudice and ignorance, there must be certain necessity to state myself;

My personal ideological background

Though I don’t belong to any political party, I am basically a liberal democratic person who has faith like a tiny mustard seed which is cultivated in Protestantism of Christianity. And I will never be a communist.

As to communism;

As I am given human rights and it guarantees certain freedom and liberty, and as long as it threats my dignity and rights as a human, no communist shall give an opinion in their maneuver or activity against my political personal circumstances, and my relationships or third person. If it occurs, it ought to be invalid and be trialed as terrorism or any lawful argument.

Any other racism, idolism, extreme left-wing, fascism etc;

As long as it threats to my human rights, it should be above likewise.

I made a couple of catchy phrases. Please use for your PC wall paper or sticker if you like. Please be careful. It doesn't guarantee of your life.

Distinctive Marking

I think it over about what the chemical substance is for, with my decade experience. I often find that is spread on my possession which I’m taking on. (e.g. bags, suit case, under wear, jackets, etc) It seems to me that not only harm physically but also invisible marker for the communistic scam satellite surveillance, because I have often wondered how they could possibly detain me in the midst of crowd in the big city, and as it is not specific enough to seek me out by exploiting mobile phone’s homing device function, probably that chemical substance should provide conspicuity and they must find me at glance through scam communistic monopolistic fanatic fetishistic fascistic, pretending ancestral curse, anti-intelligence, racist, god complex, celebrity complex, socialist Marxist asshole’s satellite surveillance system.

Considerable security hole is following;
As I told before, while whole security noticing me, some alien who is scam communistic fetishistic asshole shoplift in the store, public place.

Of course I am not a perfect person, basically ordinary law abiding citizen stingy man who pinched expired food from store where I was working as a part time when I was a student. I have neither criminal record nor sexual offensive treat.

But I wonder who or who account can possibly the chemical marks on my possession? Then I always get paranoid that must be the institutionalize-raised monopolistic fanatic fascistic fetishistic, groin stimulator, anti-intelligence, communistic, god complex, celebrity complex, police, and penchant, practice, patriotic, political scam alien from outer space.

Vandalism

I told there must be a chemical substance in my experience before, and this chemical substance amplifies the harm of electro-magnetic wave. I allegedly got evidence by taking picture. These stains are on the floor around where I always sit. As its feature, it is difficult to distinguish at glance, and by the place of material, it seems to be irremovable as far as I know. (E.g. wooden stuff, fabric stuff, such as cushion, UNDER WEAR, or sealing or wall, window glass)

This chemical substance obvious feature is the following;
・Difficult to wipe it out but by strongly rubbing using cloth, gradually reductive.
・When I wash the cloth after some struggle by water, strong water smells like burning plastic.
・By heating and leaving warm place, substance state changes.
・When I wipe be water soaked cloth, apparently water spread is distinctive.
・When the cloth dried as bone after taking several days or forcefully, brown dirty mark or stain like singed by flame.

In my experience, when I try to remove meticulously this substance by another chemical, it smells awful chemical smell, and I got allergic by the smell. So it’s not good idea that trying remove by chemical cleaner. Using only hot water is better, but I realize that as long as sneaking thieves or vandalist (alien) in my room when I’m away, it’s wasting a time, really.

Actually I don't know what it is. but I know it is very harmful, and they like underwear.
BEWARE! UNDERWEAR VANDALIST (?), alien.

Systematic domestication

I watched one of example in TV that recent child bullying goes incriminate whole school, not only pupil but teachers. While I was watching the bizarre scene, I found that would be a nation wide problem. In my paranoia, I also find that would be the part of the domestication for entire nation by exploiting scam satellite technology.

In fact, (in my paranoia) it seems to be these are rather social discrimination or persecution against conspicuity and difference than simple bully among students. As I told before, conspicuity and difference imply genius hood and maybe superiority in genetically, physiologically psychologically, and biologically.

In the domestication, the dictator must evict these conspicuity or difference within the regal limit before raised them up properly for eventually driving our inefficiency and less productivity from the oppression. Then freedom of speech, expression, and thoughts, these which represent as human rights must ideologically be deprived by the mislead common sense with exploitation of cultural climate which stem from the small island and Japanese are mono race, meek and loyal characteristics.

In also my paranoia, as the method of implanting communistic ideology, searching the conspicuity in our nation wide geometrically, periodically by exploiting scam communistic satellite technology, within his / her relationship, let them evict him/ her, or raising monster up such as pedophile serial killer or any exploitable figure by both physical and subconscious abuse, and dispatching social scam political work around him/ her.

In my case, I guess I was supposed to be their industrial spying helper. In the end up, I may have been falsely accused any spy or sex offender acts (in my paranoia).

Pain in the neck

Last night I was once awake with unbearable pain on my neck, as if my neck was cut off or sliced off by electro-magnetic blade of satellite technology and almost tear off from my torso. Although I found difficulty of tossing and turning, with once groaning, I could do barely.

Though I got used to this kind of fears, probably I need to write it because there are more victims. And I know these fear incidents must not be a subject of scam alien’s blackmail, and there is no bargain for it and people dies who is destined, as my friend passed away in accident.

Genetic, physiological, psychological, biological, anatomical persecution

In my paranoiac hypothesis, recent bully in society is seemed to be very unreasonably cruel and its motivation is also elusive. Sometime, when we see news in TV, as aside from who has a bully experience, we cannot just be imaginable why it could be happened. Then after bullied person commit suicide, can we ask ourselves the reason because of him/ her?

As I’ve been telling what happened to me and some people have noticed that we don’t have originally any reason to be tormented or bullied or intimidated or blamed or cursed on something by somebody in everyway. (If you’d like to believe that is ancestral curse, please.) Then what is it tormenting me or us? It’s nothing, no clue, no data, nada, naught. Then the satellite scam technology which can observe our physical feature that evoked me unfathomably malice. The scam institutionalize-raised communistic asshole alien can see our difference and hurt our body which we cannot see, without any account.

Then when I recall my unnecessary straggle of my entire waste life with my paranoia, because of my faculty which is genetically physiologically psychologically anatomically biologically difference, I was raised up as a pet, observed and detained, and deprived my faculty, intimidated and oppressed my all relationship, for 24 hours everyday through communistic scam satellite technology, after shutting myself up till I open up, I was about to be falsely accused incomprehensible accusation by institutionalize-raised, monopolistic fanatic fetishistic fascistic communistic, god complex, celebrity complex asshole alien from outer space. If we left that domestication human being, all human being would totally be infringed human rights and then entire society will corrupt.

I am certain for that, in my paranoia.

The historical tragedy

Although paranoiac delusional episodes, as I found the subconscious abuse getting realistic, this potential menace should be remarked;

Have you read Stephen King’s novel, “Apt Pupil”? The story is a wealthy decent family child turns murderer in his adolescence, since he met retired Nazi, he experience numerous evil dreams and thoughts.
The point is how far the people could be cruel by being abused subconscious. And in my experience, as it wouldn’t be difficult to broadcast the assimilating subconscious technology to mass people, it would be possible many people could conceive murderous simultaneously. I assume that no wonder the massacres or genocides in the passed could be happened by subconscious abuse. In this point of view, abuser also could be abused. But who is abusing abuser? I hope it’s not the psychotic game of exploiting satellite technology of the institutionalize-raised monopolistic fascistic fanatic fetishistic, pretending ancestral curse, anti-intelligence, racist, god complex, communistic celebrity complex, asshole alien from outer space in my paranoia.

Sexual scam practice abuse

In my paranoia, I think I may write it before, I am also finding that I am a human subject of a daily sexual scam practice abuse. But how is it working? In my paranoiac delusional imagination, the electron molecule particle sticks my genital to possible to stimulate my staff and observable, and then in different channel is observing my brain exploiting satellite technology. As my brain made quite primitive and 24 hours being free observation stimulation human subject, often reflect when I saw beautiful ladies or sexual attraction scene so that makes another the sponging scam communistic fetishistic socialist asshole alien’s pretext of observation masturbation stimulation domestication exploitation molestation scam to other people, as if I conduct it.

That only makes sense that scam sponging alien freeloading and free-riding on me and makes me their pet, or chicken in the chicken raising game toy, or bullied role in bullying role playing game in their computer.

This scam communistic monopolistic fanatic fetishistic fascistic pretending to be ancestral curse, celebrity complex, god complex, anti-intelligence ideologist, institutionalize-raised Marxist, socialist asshole alien’s abuse seems to me very realistic. And never get away.

I made a parody poetry using somebody’s poetry. as it perfectly matches for expressing my mind, if please forgive me to parody it.

“Yet among the myriad SCAM SATELLITE microwaves, the infrared STIMULATION messages, the gigabytes of ones and zeros, we find words, FREELOADING now, tinier even than ASSHOLE, lurking in some vague electricity. But if he but listen, we could hear…..WHAT?”

Subconscious abuse –interrogation-

I had a dream which I was questioned same issue or something repeatedly. I don’t really remember what I was asked, I just remember that unidentified scam voice asked me then I answered something, again and again. End up the voice showed annoyance so did I.

Subconscious abuse –sexual abusive practice-

I was listening to vulgar dialogue of unidentified women, then the unidentified voice stressed any vulgar terms, stimulating my penis or confirming the penis reflection, repeatedly.

Though these are actually no evidence of fact, I just remember above, yesterday. I feel like my human rights are infringed and violated and I’m wondering that I may be regarded like dog or cat or chimp which are in a training for domestication.

I am also finding common point in vague electromagnetic wave from satellite technology that is reflex practice based on the practice like psychological experiment such as Pavlov’s dog, in my paranoiac delusional point of view.

Brain Observation Intimidation Exploitation Masturbation Stimulation Domestication

I’d like to organize the thought about how the institutionalize-raised communistic fetishistic socialist asshole alien harms our brain which I’ve been telling it in my paranoia.

1. Brain teak -> emotional control, uploading state such as criminal equivalence -> behavioral evaluation, data loading.

2. Brain, optic nerve synapse disruption -> incapacitation, depriving brain faculty or capability.

3. Daily basis observation -> data loading, analysis.

4. Sleeping observation and paralyzing -> restrain from brain recovering -> restrain excessive development.

5. Nutrition control -> giving alternation (e.g. mouth hurting, mouth ulcer state or make food tastes plain or bland) depends on food which makes brain activate, such as chocolate, etc, in terms of brain food.) New!

6. Make shoulder and neck stiff -> disruption of blood circulation to brain.

Density of quantum

Recently I almost fell into hypnotism and gets room light glare in my eyesight and with blur conscious, somehow got car sick in my room; somehow as if wading into the electric cloud when I pacing my room.

Though, I am really not sure but I found better physically after room windows open, in this sense, my delusional imagination that emission of quantum density would get higher than natural state, namely it could consider that my gets high amount of polluted air with electric particle by electro-magnetic wave in closed room. And it also makes sense when we are driving in a car wind shut; sometimes drowsiness which could be lethal assaults us.

Probably still air maybe allows scam institutionalize-raised monopolistic fanatic fascistic fetishistic god complex communistic pretend to be ancestral curse celebrity complex alien electro-magnetic wave lingering. It may be worth trying that open the window and fresh air in.

Subconscious abuse –incest-

I don’t want to mention this matter; it would be serious abuse if I didn’t insane, and as I saw the phenomenon in the magazine that Japanese juvenile detention center is full, I’d like to try for it.

I told before in my paranoiac delusional episode, the scam alien fetching our voice data are digitized and analyzed, then they could obtain our voice print, and fraud the voice and into any speech. It is not difficult things practically in nowadays technology. Then these are broadcast which could assimilate our subconscious level.

Though it could be offensive, as a scam sponged person, I think I’d better to tell all those happen to me. Last night, I saw a vivid dream that my mother sexually abused me. I have ever seen this dream before for 39 years, and I will never expect to see such a nasty dream.

What if it was truly rigged dream? If children saw this dream continually, they would kill their parents. Or if parents saw some abusive dream, they could kill their children as well.

I hope these matters are just my paranoia.

Synaptic Observation

I found the alien abuser could observe our body in size quantum level from the article of Wikipedia. In the article, quantum size is as small as atom; I read that how small this is as orange is equivalent of earth size, it is as tiny as a grain of sand. If that quantum is falling on our body and make us observable by them, I just imagine that it could explain that our emotion and physiological data are exploited and addressed and messed our relationship up by totally unauthorized information provider.

“The human brain contains a huge number of chemical synapses, with young children having about 1,000 trillion. This number declines with age, stabilizing by adulthood. Estimates for an adult vary from 100 to 500 trillion synapses.”

As I read Wikipedia’s article and I just assume that our information of behavioral treat could see by synaptic observation, it must be able to speculate our mental physical state the moment when our particular state such as calculating or get bored or reading, playing a game, jealous, etc and then, abuse by giving or attack towards particular disruption in synaptic level where we normally use the synaptic channel, because I could sense the disruption in my daily transaction when the memory flash on my head comes in the same moment of methods of my any information processing transaction. There is always rule in the attack.

In my paranoiac delusional episodes, the ultimate asshole scam alien is aiming expecting some output as incapacitation or domestication by patiently practically attack on our human nature by exploiting satellite technology. What if the ultimate asshole eventually finds the ultimate weapon which immediate eternally deprivable our faculty through synaptic torture experiment?

Universal declaration of human rights -15-

Through corresponding my life with human rights and relentlessness of physical mental abuse and intimidation which totally no way to know to identify the source on my account or ability or responsibility, I could see I won’t make it my life on my own, and I found it seems to me that there is no way out from abused domesticated life except seeking asylum. Although there is no endorsement whether gets better life, still there is necessity for doing this, because I am a human being, and I am given the dignity to use my inherent faculty from God. Even though enormously paranoid, no one can deprive freedom to relationship, learning those human rights from me.

Subconscious abuse

As I wrote before, I frequently see dreams. Most of all are nonsense or just joke but some are apparently aiming deliberate malice that makes me stressful or depress or distress. I am often able to hear people’s voices before falling asleep. Although I think I may write it, in my paranoiac delusional episodes, the freeloaded our voice data such as daily dialogs are fabricated for abuse, then it is casting on our bed room.

Last week, I saw the dream that I was about to marry some woman who I totally no idea then her father said to me that he has a factory in Manchester. Yesterdays dream that I become futon thief and I was afflicted with guilt. These are seems to be subtle things, but it is hidden significant abuse if it was the rigged dream in my paranoia.

What if pure mind children see the rigged dreams of stealing or murdering or sexual abuse every day for a month or rose up? When we think the consequence, we can’t help fear. Even we adult can be fooled easily or difficult to distinguish about under subconscious, and in my paranoiac point of view, it influents from our choice to perspective of which how you see things. If we didn’t realize whether rigged or not, we would reflect in our behavior, as if the scam alien pulling our string in close.

In my case, I am manipulated as a mere puppet and went nuts, ripped off, weak, poor chap by institutionalize-raised monopolistic fanatic fascistic fetishistic, pretend to be ancestral curse, racist, anti-intelligence ideologist, freeloader, free-rider, 13-year-old spiritual aged, god complex, communistic celebrity complex Marxist alien from outer space IN ENORMOUS PARANOIA!

Datagram (Quantum) Assembling

I wrote before that as if the alien raising polyp deep inside of mouth while I am sleeping. In my paranoiac delusional episodes, this explains they can observe 3 dimensionally in very close, and it also shows that they can hit and affects the painful quantum not only surface of our body but inside of body “organ” directory. So I just imaging that by the alien point inside of our body where quantum is assembling or terminating or accumulating by mouth cursor in PC monitors, they can observe and examine and effect detail of organ state closely in quantum level.

And in my sense of being freeloaded my data as a human subject, as the particular emission of quantum penetrates objects include our body; I assume that makes us into exposure of biological and physiological observation.

That’s awful imagination, isn’t it?