Huge Paranoia

Sunday, January 29, 2006

The method of Scam (3)

I have to tell how my psyche has been constructed with paranoia recent several years, and ended up gone nut.
In my recollection, my family was a quite nice small family; my father was quite respectably capable person and high careers, my mother was an optimistic house wife, my sister was a excellent student whose grade is always top10.
When I was in junior school, I had 2 close friends. One’s father who fought terrible cancer and passed away, another who is most gifted and sensitive person gets sudden mental problem called “Hikikomori”, that Japanese means “reclusive and unsociable”, so he gets incapable of any social works, even his mother. (I heard from my mother last year.)

Intruding Domestic affairs;

January last year, my family watched shocking news in TV which high school son kills his parents and sister. In police investigations, he said that he thought he may be killed by his own family, so he killed before being killed. As you see he is insane, but what makes him, when I think my family, it is not difficult to imagine. When I recall since 8 years old, people, are very unreasonably cruel, brutal and sarcastic, school mates and teachers as well. If I didn’t have optimistic and patient treat, it would be difficult to get over it.

Intruding place of education

It is the worst paranoia, because the high radiation peeping device can harm individuals; the exploiter can harm each students. As I might tell before, it hurts individuals with no collateral damages, which mean no one realizes a student is suffering.

In conclusion, the exploiter’s abuse is started from everywhere the peeping camera and eavesdropping exists. Their puppets making is started from each domestics. Last year, tragic train accident kills approx. 200 passengers in Osaka; In TV “dramatic” documentary, the train driver was buried male, he was disciplined by bosses, probably he felt them very cruel. While I watched the TV, I found similar trait in him.

Well, of course, “These are all my paranoia.”, “I’m insane.”

Sunday, January 22, 2006

The method of scam (2)

Puppets;

In my paranoia, this kind of scam also exists, “Making puppets”. As an exploiter has been in pursuit a puppet like me nearly whole my life, it is no wonder that he / she knows my treat, characteristic and my family relationship in spite of I’ve never seen him/her. These my privacy must have been the subject of abuse when I recall my childhood. What I felt after coming back was a series of terrible abuse and exploitations. As I was recruiting, I was most interested puppet for exploiting, if often I changed work place, it would be a most lucrative for racketeers, methods are below,

First;
I work in the company.
Second;
The scam gets the path to the company.
l It may be the pretext against me or bugs, or high radiation peeping device, or I may be a criminal or spy.
l Gradually the exploiter penetrates human resource, and eventually he /she may come across descent business.

Finally;
The descent business gets corrupted and become scandal.

But sometimes the descent business knows these concerning, often puppets was employed temporarily, company also want to evaluate their own security issue or may want to know their problems So then, I would become poor chap who gets exploited both sides.

What is important thing is everybody could be a puppet, because exploiters lurk everywhere, peeping you, eavesdrop you, either at workplace or at home, in your car, while you commuting, then fabricate somebody’s character whose is a main puppet of exploiter.

I’d like to notice what I told these enormously paranoiac thoughts, these above is clearly saying that I am insane; I am living in the world where my psyche is meticulously constructed by my series of experiences which my dodgy unreliable perception. Please don’t believe all.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

The Method of Scam

 In my paranoia, there are much kind of scam businesses people, but what I felt of it for 10 years is well organized crime; sort of taking over most ordinary gullible people’s life which quite influential in his/her opinions. in my recollection, I was already started that taking over since 8-year-old child. I feel they are 24 hours keep peeping me as if they are using satellite system from concentrated control office. I sense someone has morbid persistence. I’d like to tell these by several instances with my 10 years experience.

1.Cheating our perceptions;

Few years ago, weird phenomenon that a lot of people who wears white cloths people get together were camping, because they found white clothes is good for electro-magnetic wave. They are called “Shiro-Shozoku-Gundan”, that means White clothing Group. In my paranoiac point of view, this is it: Using deception of our perceptions, as I found copper for own good, they found their comfort in wearing white clothes. If they had been peeped by same member of racketeer, it would be possible. Only when they wear white clothes, they just turn the electro-magnetic wave off or make it change other directions. It’s easy to fool us, I guess someone might find a fun. It is quite find difficult to keep sanity if I find same circumstances, I think I would’ve deceived it. I’m also being deceived everyday. This scam could be anything applicable for the exploiters, for instance, we use wireless network, mobile phone, micro-wave oven whatever related with electric wave in our life could be a good pretext for them.

(to be continued)

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Paranoiac perceptive of electro magnetic wave:

I assume that depends by which bandwidth of electric wave, and by how much the wave got concentrated when you got be damaged. It is important to try this – when you got pain, cover your hand where you feel any pains on your part of body. Hands are one of most sensitive and concentrated nerves. You may sense the pain is scam! For instance, your runny nose doesn’t stop; try covering nose by hands for 10 minutes. My friend before said to me “Human bodies are tougher than you think” was true.

Sense of deceptions

If your head was damaged, you may sense the followings,

1. Working of eyes sights (disable to get focusing)
2. Repetitive short time memories lose
3. Stuffing nose
4. Severe migraine
5. Lethargy, hypnotism

When your body is damaged,

1. Surface of our body
Skin irritableness,Itchiness
Nerve pains
Muscular atrophy (difficulty of building up)
Chilliness of your body

2. Inner organs (of course invisible electric wave through our body isn’t it?)

Repetitive mouth ulcer and biting own tongue
Respiratory function disorders (Lang, throat)
Hepatic function disorders
Cardiac problems
Digestive function disorders

I got to tell you that I am neither a doctor nor a scientist. These are just a paranoiac report by who suffers severe physical disorders for decade and struggling to regain the basic human rights.